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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

decisions, decisions, decisions

I've got this feeling..

That I'm still in love with him.

But can we get that feeling back? The feeling that this relationship is right?

I do love him, always have and always will. It's just..will I ever love him as a boyfriend? Or will I love him as one of my best friends?

But right now..my decision is moving towards loving him as a boyfriend again...

Monday, April 23, 2007

time

Is time the answer?

Will time heal everything?

Will time give the answer that should lead us to either a joint path or seperate ones?

Will time bring me to where I should be?


I need the time.

Silence

The world is never silent.

There's always that one little recurring sound in the distance. Other than that, the world is just never silent.


People talk. Never silent.

So do I fall for guys easily? Am I so quick to grab the guy I'm attracted to, and fall for him?

Apparently, it's the image I've put up for myself. Some people wanted a particular guy to get close to me to see if I fall for him easily.

Is it bad? Is it something I should be bothered about? Or should I just leave it?

I know I'm supposed to leave it. But I've put up such a bad image for myself that when things are said, things aren't taken easily. I'm in the worst state right now, confused about so many things and everything isn't easy to figure out. Now to hear that some person was going experiment on how I am when a guy waltzes into my life...especially when I'm not single.

Things confuse me. Things leave me miserable. Now things are leaving me unbelievably insane.

Sometimes, things are best left silent.