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Thursday, March 29, 2007

water and smashed.

So yesterday was tons of fun. Until the end anyway. Hehe that's okay.

So firstly, we went to Ancol, ghetto Ancol, and we went to the water park called Atlantis. Very ghetto water park but tons of fun. We consisted of me, Karl, Jan, Josh, Josh R., Paulo, Vince, RJ, Miguel, Jimbo, Miguel's two sisters and Tita Tinette. So basically from our normal group, I was the only girl. As usual. Haha, so the day consisted of slides, and swimming, and playing around, renting those donuts [I'm actually not sure how to call them. So I shall call them donuts] and trying to swim away from creepy thin man and lounging around lazily around the lazy river and playing in the waves. We were all getting burnt under the sun but it didn't matter. It was just a great great way to spend the day. So finally, we decided to go down the big slides one more time before heading back to take showers and get our butts home. Karl and I were at the back of the pack going up those many many flights of stairs so as soon as we got up there, we were the last two left. Karl asked how I going to go down with my donut so I decided to go down face first [yes yes, that is allowed]. Then he asked who should go first. I told him it was up to him. I don't think he wanted me to stay there alone after he'd gone so he told me to go ahead. I proceeded to do so.

On the way down, I was feeling very lazy and very period-ish, so I decided to close my eyes for a bit then open them when I knew I was close to the bottom. At the end of this slide, there's a small pool that you land in and then you pick between two slides to go down on. Anyway, when I opened my eyes, I saw the crowd of guys at the small pool and suddenly I realized that somebody's donut was sitting at the very end of the slide. I freaked out and my own donut slipped out from under me. I slid on the remaining part of the slide causing a burn on my..yes and landed in the water. I'd thought I'd landed in the water a lot farther away from the slide however.

When I was slowly getting up after crashing in the water, the next person coming down from the slide slammed into my head. I fell back into the water and got up crying because the back of my head hurt like crap, my ears were ringing and I couldn't hear anything for a while through my right ear. I think thought that that was the cause of water plugging up my hear. After a while I began to feel nauseated and wanting throw up. It was a pretty hard hit on the head..

As I mentioned earlier, I still needed to go down another slide to reach the bottom. So after the wave of nausea passed, I decided to get on my donut and just close my eyes on the way down. My head was throbbing because the pain moved from the back of my head to my right temple so that was killing me. After that, I just went to the showers with Tita Tinette and got changed and waited for the guys to get their asses back.

So my head injury wasn't so bad. I think it was just the whole trauma thang. When I went to the doctor, the doctor just wanted me to be observed for a while. By tita..in case I show any symptoms. If I did show any symptoms, I'd have to go and get x-rays or CT scans. But right now I've just been getting headaches which is probably normal. So I'll just have to suck it up and try to not let my headaches bother me.

Despite me getting hurt at the end, the day was just soo much fun. Hehe. Next time, Dufan. Then we'll get killed by their ghetto rides. Haha.

water and smashed.

So yesterday was tons of fun. Until the end anyway. Hehe that's okay.

So firstly, we went to Ancol, ghetto Ancol, and we went to the water park called Atlantis. Very ghetto water park but tons of fun. We consisted of me, Karl, Jan, Josh, Josh R., Paulo, Vince, RJ, Miguel, Jimbo, Miguel's two sisters and Tita Tinette. So basically from our normal group, I was the only girl. As usual. Haha, so the day consisted of slides, and swimming, and playing around, renting those donuts [I'm actually not sure how to call them. So I shall call them donuts] and trying to swim away from creepy thin man and lounging around lazily around the lazy river and playing in the waves. We were all getting burnt under the sun but it didn't matter. It was just a great great way to spend the day. So finally, we decided to go down the big slides one more time before heading back to take showers and get our butts home. Karl and I were at the back of the pack going up those many many flights of stairs so as soon as we got up there, we were the last two left. Karl asked how I going to go down with my donut so I decided to go down face first [yes yes, that is allowed]. Then he asked who should go first. I told him it was up to him. I don't think he wanted me to stay there alone after he'd gone so he told me to go ahead. I proceeded to do so.

On the way down, I was feeling very lazy and very period-ish, so I decided to close my eyes for a bit then open them when I knew I was close to the bottom. At the end of this slide, there's a small pool that you land in and then you pick between two slides to go down on. Anyway, when I opened my eyes, I saw the crowd of guys at the small pool and suddenly I realized that somebody's donut was sitting at the very end of the slide. I freaked out and my own donut slipped out from under me. I slid on the remaining part of the slide causing a burn on my..yes and landed in the water. I'd thought I'd landed in the water a lot farther away from the slide however.

When I was slowly getting up after crashing in the water, the next person coming down from the slide slammed into my head. I fell back into the water and got up crying because the back of my head hurt like crap, my ears were ringing and I couldn't hear anything for a while through my right ear. I think thought that that was the cause of water plugging up my hear. After a while I began to feel nauseated and wanting throw up. It was a pretty hard hit on the head..

As I mentioned earlier, I still needed to go down another slide to reach the bottom. So after the wave of nausea passed, I decided to get on my donut and just close my eyes on the way down. My head was throbbing because the pain moved from the back of my head to my right temple so that was killing me. After that, I just went to the showers with Tita Tinette and got changed and waited for the guys to get their asses back.

So my head injury wasn't so bad. I think it was just the whole trauma thang. When I went to the doctor, the doctor just wanted me to be observed for a while. By tita..in case I show any symptoms. If I did show any symptoms, I'd have to go and get x-rays or CT scans. But right now I've just been getting headaches which is probably normal. So I'll just have to suck it up and try to not let my headaches bother me.

Despite me getting hurt at the end, the day was just soo much fun. Hehe. Next time, Dufan. Then we'll get killed by their ghetto rides. Haha.

Monday, March 26, 2007

losing its meaning...

so two weeks ago, I wrote about an upcoming dance competition and spring break. Well, I've done the dance competition and I'm in spring break.

Firstly, dance competition.

As I have mentioned in the title, dance is losing its meaning. It's not all about the technique and/or the complexity of the moves anymore. Dance has become based on vulgarity, on sexuality, on how well you can strip off them damn clothes. It really sucks actually.

So obviously, we didn't win the competition. We weren't all too sad though I don't think. We just know that if this were a real competition, with real judges (not a choreographer who happened to have choreographed the dance that actually won this competition)..well we would've had a much better chance.

The night after the competition, we talked about how it would be if this competition had a section in which we had to mimic the other groups' dance moves.

In conclusion: we would've won. By a mile. Hehehehehe.

Just the way it is. Their moves consisted of legs spreading apart, shaking their asses, winking and opening their mouths as if they were having an orgasm. Our moves consisted of everythang. From krumping [not entirely sure if that's how you spell it] to kips to a lot of Usher-leg movement to...well..everything. They wouldn't stand a chance.

Oh by the way, there was one gay guy who I really wanted to slap with that smug look on his face. Toot toot.

Okay..I guess I'm being a sore loser. but at least I know we had a real dance.

Well now I'm at Jan's house because my family's in Manila. My family's trying to make me feel guilty by not going there.

Sure they're making me feel guilty, but honestly, I wish they'd stop. I'd just gotten a message from my dad saying:
Aren't you sorry you didn't go with mom?
Oh wow. Thanks Dad.

When they come back, they better not tell me anything that went on in Manila. Because I will honestly have earphones in my ears, blasting loud loud rock music from my iPod, with the tears rolling down my cheeks.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

friggin ey.

I don't think I'll ever get into blogging. The thing is, I really want to. Haha. Sad.

So this weekend was..well I'm not entirely sure. Last Thursday my physiotherapist said my leg was fine now and I could go back to the gym. Finally.

So on Friday, Karl came over and I taught him music. Actually, I really didn't know how to teach him. I can play and read music, but I can't exactly say out loud all that music theory shit. So basically, my mom taught Karl. It was a cute sight. hahaha. Afterwards, i dropped him off at his house, went over to Jan's to check and see if the guys were still playing Halo..and they were, so I went off to the gym.

Didn't realize how incredibly out of shape I was. I usually run for about 30 minutes. Since my physio said I should run only about 10 minutes, i got TIRED. and out of breath. damn. But it felt good to be back at the gym.

Saturday, the usual household, then Karl came over to the house and we basically just watched TV. Had a fight in the evening, but i don't want to get into that. hehe.

Next day, today, church. Ate at Hard Rock afterwards. Went to the gym again, ran 10 mins again but at a faster speed. I think i might be getting better. haha. fuck. thenn.. afterwards, went to Senayan City to look at the wedding dresses for my sister annddd.. ate dinner. and then now I'm here. Damn. I had a gay weekend.

At least i get to look forward to a dance competition in two weeks and spring break as well.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

First.

Another blog, another first entry, another day, another..well another. I make too many blogs. I have too much time on my hands. Yet I can never keep up with just one blog. *sigh* I should stop sometime. Maybe this will be my last?